- Many folks were avoiding leaving their homes, or avoiding all people in general, as if going to hang at the neighborhood bar would infect the plague.
- Others were scrambling for plans. Omfg please don't leave me alone! I don't want to be Lonely.
- Yet simultaneously an unwillingness to commit to anything solid... just in case.
- The absurdity of watching the over analysis of otherwise platonic social invitations.
- Random outcries of hate! And desire! And more hate!
Walking home alone that evening a Whitney Houston song popped into my head, one of my first favorite songs around age 5. It seemed to sum up well, everything really. A very happy-go-lucky dance song whose beat urges the listener to bop and smile, but delineating the woes of loneliness, heartbreak, and longing at the same time was exactly the smiling-through-gritted-teeth-slash-tears that filled the air of the pub all night.
I laughed out loud at the thought, secret shimmying down a wet alley and looking around, half hoping someone heard me so I could share the small, giddy revelation. (Music Nerd Sidenote: I Wanna Dance With Somebody is pretty much the 1986 version of I Don't Feel Like Dancing by the Scissor Sisters. Just sayin'.)
So when the night falls/My lonely heart calls...
So when the night falls/My lonely heart calls...